C O M M i T T E D

They say the first step to getting over an addiction/problem is admittance; only problem is I'm not addicted, I'm committed.

It's nice when I have those days when I can just lay back and free my scalp. Those times are extremely rare these days, as actual down time with you is hard to come across. I guess you could say that  not having you there 24/7 makes me appreciate you that much more when I'm reunited with you. 

We connect in a way that is unexplainable to someone who has never experienced your mind-numbing trance. Sometimes I feel as though it's just you and me against the world. See, you understand me in a way that nobody else could even fathom, you get it without me even having to say a word. You embrace me fully when you're around, both mentally and physically. I could be having the worst day in the world, and like Captain Save-a-Hoe, you swoop in and make me forget about all the bullshit for awhile, long enough for me to step back and re-evaluate everything. I could never love another like I love you, because you're always there for me when everybody else turns their back. It's been awhile since we've had a one on one, but when the time comes, I've got a lot to let go and tell you. 

Reading this you might think I'm addicted, but I go above and beyond for Mary Jane. It's pure commitment.

I prefer my eyes low,

Marilyn Ca$h